Hello my lovelies:):) So sorry I haven't posted in so long:/ I've been pretty busy. School (as far as I'm concerned) is going good. Life in general is actually awesome right now.
Monday is Valentine's day!! I'm actually kind of happy. Sure, I'm gonna be single (yet again) and I'm not gonna have a "significant other" to share it with. But 2 of my friends (maybe 3) are giving me something(:(: I love my friends so much.
My sister and my dad have been sick this week:/ But sister dear went back to school today. Dad stayed home but didn't go to work. Me, my brother, and my mom are healthy at this point:):):):) I'm so happy for that because I HATE being sick haha.
Umm... Life is pretty much going really really really good for me:) And for that I am ecstatic:) I have no idea how to spell hehe.
Well... nothing more to say:) Hope to post soon loves:)
_Hannah_
Friday, February 11, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
The Rest Of My Week :]
Ok sorry I haven't written in a while. I haven't been on our laptop in a while so I haven't been able to really do anything on blogger. Ok well the rest of my week was pretty good. Thursday and Friday were awesome. I need 5 more dollars before I get to go to Ignite in 6 days. I really hope I can get it because I really want to go to Ignite. It was a lot of fun last year and hopefully it will be as fun this year.
Umm... I still haven't gotten an answer from that guy. It's almost been a week since the question was asked. I'm starting to wonder if he's even going to answer. I really hope he does and I really hope he says yes. Because I really really really really like him. But now there's beeen a small twist on the subject. Another guy has popped into interest. He's more of like a friend right now rather than boyfriend material. But he's really cool and I'm starting to like him more and more as I'm around him more often. It's kinda cool. I asked my friend what I should do. She said either wait and see who makes the first move or make a list for each of them and see who has more pros and stuff like that.
But at the moment the first guy will probably have a longer pros list than the other guy. I'll call them guy A and guy B. Guy A will obviously be the first guy and Guy B will obviously be the second one. At the moment I don't really care about who chooses first. But eventually I probably will. Because, like, they'll both be kinda flirtatious with me and stuff and it will probably grow and stuff and then the choice will hopefully be easier.
Anyways, I'm still making changes to myself... I don't think I've lost any weight yet (wah wah wah waaaaaaah) But I'm still gonna keep trying!! I won't give up til I'm happy. Well happpier. I'm pretty dang happy with my life right now. Things seem to be going really good for me at the moment. And for that, I am ecstatic. (I have no idea how to spell that) Ok back on subject... I'm always trying different things with my appearance to make myself seem a little more girly. Shocking, right? Even yesterday my friend (well she used to be my friend not really anymore) she looks at me and says "You're girly this year" I just shrugged at her haha. I don't care what people think of me being girlier. I really don't. As long as I'm happy that's all I care about. That's good, right? I hope it doesn't sound selfish because I don't want it to seem like I'm some selfish brat and I don't care about anybody else.
Well I'm going to go experiment with my appearance some more!! Haha it's gonna be fun!! Oh and I don't know when I'll be able to post again so don't be discouraged!! I'll have more details about Guys A and B real soon!! God Bless!!!!!
_Hannah_
Umm... I still haven't gotten an answer from that guy. It's almost been a week since the question was asked. I'm starting to wonder if he's even going to answer. I really hope he does and I really hope he says yes. Because I really really really really like him. But now there's beeen a small twist on the subject. Another guy has popped into interest. He's more of like a friend right now rather than boyfriend material. But he's really cool and I'm starting to like him more and more as I'm around him more often. It's kinda cool. I asked my friend what I should do. She said either wait and see who makes the first move or make a list for each of them and see who has more pros and stuff like that.
But at the moment the first guy will probably have a longer pros list than the other guy. I'll call them guy A and guy B. Guy A will obviously be the first guy and Guy B will obviously be the second one. At the moment I don't really care about who chooses first. But eventually I probably will. Because, like, they'll both be kinda flirtatious with me and stuff and it will probably grow and stuff and then the choice will hopefully be easier.
Anyways, I'm still making changes to myself... I don't think I've lost any weight yet (wah wah wah waaaaaaah) But I'm still gonna keep trying!! I won't give up til I'm happy. Well happpier. I'm pretty dang happy with my life right now. Things seem to be going really good for me at the moment. And for that, I am ecstatic. (I have no idea how to spell that) Ok back on subject... I'm always trying different things with my appearance to make myself seem a little more girly. Shocking, right? Even yesterday my friend (well she used to be my friend not really anymore) she looks at me and says "You're girly this year" I just shrugged at her haha. I don't care what people think of me being girlier. I really don't. As long as I'm happy that's all I care about. That's good, right? I hope it doesn't sound selfish because I don't want it to seem like I'm some selfish brat and I don't care about anybody else.
Well I'm going to go experiment with my appearance some more!! Haha it's gonna be fun!! Oh and I don't know when I'll be able to post again so don't be discouraged!! I'll have more details about Guys A and B real soon!! God Bless!!!!!
_Hannah_
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Tuesday:):)
Today was Tuesday... Now first of all... I don't really wanna say anything too early but I might have another boyfriend soon:) I've had a crush on him for a really long time and today I asked my friend (I love love LOVE her to death!!) to ask him if he wants to go out with me. Well she asked him and he said "I'll think about it." My reaction was first 0.o then O.O then XD I'm really pretty excited. But like they say "hope for the best but expect the worst." And that's exactly what I'm doing. I've been rejected by him before so my stomach (ever since I heard what he said) has been all aflutter (sp?) with butterflies:) I really really really REALLY want him to say yes. I don't just like him for his looks either. I think he's the nicest (straight) guy I've ever met. He's really polite and sweet and.. -sigh-.
Anywho!! Today was pretty boring actually. 7th period was AMAZING. Because I was talking and sitting really close to my crush:) And I got to listen to my ipod all period. I really hope he answers either by tomorrow or by the end of this week. Why you may ask? I'm really nervous and I just want an answer already...
Ok well I don't really have anything else to say so... bye!!
_Hannah_
Anywho!! Today was pretty boring actually. 7th period was AMAZING. Because I was talking and sitting really close to my crush:) And I got to listen to my ipod all period. I really hope he answers either by tomorrow or by the end of this week. Why you may ask? I'm really nervous and I just want an answer already...
Ok well I don't really have anything else to say so... bye!!
_Hannah_
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Wednesday and Thursday
Sorry I haven't written since tuesday. I got internet on my ipod now and my face has been glued to it until I realized a few minutes ago that it was about to die haha. I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. I thought to myself at school "I need to change myself for the better and being with J is not going to help that at all." And I found out that my "sister" L likes him!! If they ever go out and he does something like this to her (he was really rude to me earlier for like no reason) then I almost wanna say I told you so... but that would just be rude. I almost feel like she hasn't completely been there for me during all this. I'm really kind of confused as to who's there for me and who isn't. I'm not even sure why... all I know is I can always definately count on my friend, S. And she can always count on me:)
It feels so good to say that haha...
Anyways, today was an ok day I guess. Nothing much really happened until after school. I made Mummy Dearest a little upset and then I got into a fight with J and then I got into a little argument with L and I felt horrible after that one because I was still upset about the fight with J that I still felt the need to take it out on someone. But that was wrong of me and I apologized profusely... of course she tried to say "oh it's ok I'm pretty much used to this" no it's not ok! I have been taking my anger out on someone totally innocent in this situation and that never even needed to happen!
-sigh-
Anywho! Tomorrow is (dun dun dun dun!!) FRIDAY!! I think I'm going back to work tomorrow... I kinda hope I do because I really need to earn some more money. Mummy Dearest pays me 15 dollars for every time that I work. I'm not complaining about that!! 15 dollars is a lot more money than I know what to do with... haha just kidding. But I'm saving it up for this church thing I have coming up in 2 weeks from tomorrow... you'll probably hear more about it tomorrow.
Hmm...
I don't think I have anything else to say so.... Yea. God Bless and thanks 4 reading!!
_Hannah_
It feels so good to say that haha...
Anyways, today was an ok day I guess. Nothing much really happened until after school. I made Mummy Dearest a little upset and then I got into a fight with J and then I got into a little argument with L and I felt horrible after that one because I was still upset about the fight with J that I still felt the need to take it out on someone. But that was wrong of me and I apologized profusely... of course she tried to say "oh it's ok I'm pretty much used to this" no it's not ok! I have been taking my anger out on someone totally innocent in this situation and that never even needed to happen!
-sigh-
Anywho! Tomorrow is (dun dun dun dun!!) FRIDAY!! I think I'm going back to work tomorrow... I kinda hope I do because I really need to earn some more money. Mummy Dearest pays me 15 dollars for every time that I work. I'm not complaining about that!! 15 dollars is a lot more money than I know what to do with... haha just kidding. But I'm saving it up for this church thing I have coming up in 2 weeks from tomorrow... you'll probably hear more about it tomorrow.
Hmm...
I don't think I have anything else to say so.... Yea. God Bless and thanks 4 reading!!
_Hannah_
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
(: Tuesday :)
Today is Tuesday... it was completely drama free. That I am extremely thankful for :) The only thing that happened was I got a schedule change. My 6th period was the only thing that changed... that I am also extremely thankful for. Except at first I wasn't too happy with it because they took me out of one class that I was finally starting to get used to. But oh well... it's a mandatory class that they moved me to so I guess it's ok haha.
I really enjoyed seeing my friends again. It's like we hadn't even been away from each other for like 2 1/2 weeks haha. It was just like old times :) Oh and I don't have B lunch on B days anymore. I now have A lunch on B days and B lunch on A days... kind of confusing isn't it? I'm kind of sad because I don't get to see one of my best friends as much now :( I used to have the biggest crush on him but now it's kind of worn off. He's explained that he doesn't like me like that and I'm fine with it now. Dust in the wind.
It was funny being with some of my friends again. We automatically just started getting back to hitting each other and picking on each other and joking around like crazy. I loved every minute of it :) But I can't help miss the lounging around the house in my jammies all day. That was a lot of fun. Dude I woke up at 4:15 ish this morning 0.o I couldn't believe it. And there was hardly anything to watch on tv. It was really annoying because when I tried to go back to sleep nothing happened. And to top it all off, I almost fell asleep in Health class... the projector was on, the lights were off, and it was really quiet haha. But I had enough will power not to. :) I was very proud of myself.
My friend S and I have been talking a lot more lately. I haven't talked to her in so long. I'm glad to hear she's doing well and is still willing to talk to one of her "old church buddies" haha. I don't know why I told you that... I'm just really happy about that I guesss... and I'm kind of playing matchmaker to her. It's really kind of exciting because that doesn't happen very often. Ok well I guess I'm done now. Thanks for reading! God Bless!!
_Hannah_
I really enjoyed seeing my friends again. It's like we hadn't even been away from each other for like 2 1/2 weeks haha. It was just like old times :) Oh and I don't have B lunch on B days anymore. I now have A lunch on B days and B lunch on A days... kind of confusing isn't it? I'm kind of sad because I don't get to see one of my best friends as much now :( I used to have the biggest crush on him but now it's kind of worn off. He's explained that he doesn't like me like that and I'm fine with it now. Dust in the wind.
It was funny being with some of my friends again. We automatically just started getting back to hitting each other and picking on each other and joking around like crazy. I loved every minute of it :) But I can't help miss the lounging around the house in my jammies all day. That was a lot of fun. Dude I woke up at 4:15 ish this morning 0.o I couldn't believe it. And there was hardly anything to watch on tv. It was really annoying because when I tried to go back to sleep nothing happened. And to top it all off, I almost fell asleep in Health class... the projector was on, the lights were off, and it was really quiet haha. But I had enough will power not to. :) I was very proud of myself.
My friend S and I have been talking a lot more lately. I haven't talked to her in so long. I'm glad to hear she's doing well and is still willing to talk to one of her "old church buddies" haha. I don't know why I told you that... I'm just really happy about that I guesss... and I'm kind of playing matchmaker to her. It's really kind of exciting because that doesn't happen very often. Ok well I guess I'm done now. Thanks for reading! God Bless!!
_Hannah_
Monday, January 3, 2011
Monday... sigh...
This post is pretty much going to be a vent post. So much drama and eventful things have gone on in the past 24 hours it's like insane! And if these things aren't insane then I am definately (finally) going insane.
Ok... the main thing that happened last night was: I told my boyfriend about my new years resolution... the one involving not paying as much attention to him or really any boys... anyways! He didn't take it as well as I'd hoped he would. My best friend in the entire world... we'll call her L... I (fortunately) got to talk to her for a little bit last night about what he was saying because I didn't really want to talk to him directly yet. I'm not sure why but... you know... I'm a girl I don't have to have a reason haha. Anyways!! J (boyfriend) was really really upset. Like, mad upset. She told me a few things that he said and that pushed me over the edge. I sent J a 4 page text explaining why I was doing this and he replied "can I still text you saying good morning and good night??" I was like "seriously?" in my head... I didn't really say anything back to him.
Apparently he's really upset and doesn't want to lose me... Sorry pal but you're going to have to change a lot of things if you want our relationship to last... As much as I hate saying people have to change to still be acknowledged by me. Well... to be seen with me kind of. I really want to change myself for the better as much as I can and having negative influences around me is not going to help that. I'm really hoping he's not at church on wednesday because I don't want him trying to talk to me... I know that sounds really harsh but... oh well.
Well I have to go now. I'll hopefully post again soon. God Bless!
_Hannah_
Ok... the main thing that happened last night was: I told my boyfriend about my new years resolution... the one involving not paying as much attention to him or really any boys... anyways! He didn't take it as well as I'd hoped he would. My best friend in the entire world... we'll call her L... I (fortunately) got to talk to her for a little bit last night about what he was saying because I didn't really want to talk to him directly yet. I'm not sure why but... you know... I'm a girl I don't have to have a reason haha. Anyways!! J (boyfriend) was really really upset. Like, mad upset. She told me a few things that he said and that pushed me over the edge. I sent J a 4 page text explaining why I was doing this and he replied "can I still text you saying good morning and good night??" I was like "seriously?" in my head... I didn't really say anything back to him.
Apparently he's really upset and doesn't want to lose me... Sorry pal but you're going to have to change a lot of things if you want our relationship to last... As much as I hate saying people have to change to still be acknowledged by me. Well... to be seen with me kind of. I really want to change myself for the better as much as I can and having negative influences around me is not going to help that. I'm really hoping he's not at church on wednesday because I don't want him trying to talk to me... I know that sounds really harsh but... oh well.
Well I have to go now. I'll hopefully post again soon. God Bless!
_Hannah_
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Happy New Year!!
Sorry I haven't written since last year (hehe). That's just so funny to say now... blonde, remember? Haha. But I don't think I have anything to talk about. Hmm...
Well I spent the night at my friend's house on Thursday and went to a New Year's Eve party on New Years Eve for my church. It was a lot of fun. I made some New Year's resolutions and I guess I could list a few of them.
I think I'm going to give up boys for a little bit. Just until I'm out of high school... maybe. I'm just kind of confused right now. Also, I'm going to get into a little better shape. Those are probably going to be my toughest things to stick to. The boy thing will be hard because I currently have a boyfriend right now. But I don't think I'll give them up completely... I guess I could just spend a lot less attention to them. I really want to try and focus on my school work. I really want to try and pass all my classes. And I'm in a few toughies haha. Another resolution I made is I'm putting my past behind me. Nothing from 2010 is going to follow me to 2011. Nothing what so ever. All my past relationships, all my past mistakes... none of it will follow me. I'm really really happy to say that because I'm not really proud of everything I did last year. I'm glad to say that it can't follow me to this new year. To me, the new year stands for a clean slate. You get to start over and start a new story. The stories you've written in the past are old and worn out. It's time to start a new one and make it 100 times better than the previous stories. Telling my boyfriend that I won't be paying as much attention to him will probably be a low blow... but maybe it will help us get over the awkward stage that we're in. When we're together we don't really speak, we don't really like to be next to each other and.... I've never really been in this kind of relationship before so this is all pretty new to me. I hope he'll understand where I'm coming from. Hopefully I can tell him in a way that he won't take it the wrong way.
Well that's all I have to say so... good night! God Bless! And Happy New Year!!
_Hannah_
Well I spent the night at my friend's house on Thursday and went to a New Year's Eve party on New Years Eve for my church. It was a lot of fun. I made some New Year's resolutions and I guess I could list a few of them.
I think I'm going to give up boys for a little bit. Just until I'm out of high school... maybe. I'm just kind of confused right now. Also, I'm going to get into a little better shape. Those are probably going to be my toughest things to stick to. The boy thing will be hard because I currently have a boyfriend right now. But I don't think I'll give them up completely... I guess I could just spend a lot less attention to them. I really want to try and focus on my school work. I really want to try and pass all my classes. And I'm in a few toughies haha. Another resolution I made is I'm putting my past behind me. Nothing from 2010 is going to follow me to 2011. Nothing what so ever. All my past relationships, all my past mistakes... none of it will follow me. I'm really really happy to say that because I'm not really proud of everything I did last year. I'm glad to say that it can't follow me to this new year. To me, the new year stands for a clean slate. You get to start over and start a new story. The stories you've written in the past are old and worn out. It's time to start a new one and make it 100 times better than the previous stories. Telling my boyfriend that I won't be paying as much attention to him will probably be a low blow... but maybe it will help us get over the awkward stage that we're in. When we're together we don't really speak, we don't really like to be next to each other and.... I've never really been in this kind of relationship before so this is all pretty new to me. I hope he'll understand where I'm coming from. Hopefully I can tell him in a way that he won't take it the wrong way.
Well that's all I have to say so... good night! God Bless! And Happy New Year!!
_Hannah_
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