Happy New Year!!

Sorry I haven't written since last year (hehe). That's just so funny to say now... blonde, remember? Haha. But I don't think I have anything to talk about. Hmm...

Well I spent the night at my friend's house on Thursday and went to a New Year's Eve party on New Years Eve for my church. It was a lot of fun. I made some New Year's resolutions and I guess I could list a few of them.

I think I'm going to give up boys for a little bit. Just until I'm out of high school... maybe. I'm just kind of confused right now. Also, I'm going to get into a little better shape. Those are probably going to be my toughest things to stick to. The boy thing will be hard because I currently have a boyfriend right now. But I don't think I'll give them up completely... I guess I could just spend a lot less attention to them. I really want to try and focus on my school work. I really want to try and pass all my classes. And I'm in a few toughies haha. Another resolution I made is I'm putting my past behind me. Nothing from 2010 is going to follow me to 2011. Nothing what so ever. All my past relationships, all my past mistakes... none of it will follow me. I'm really really happy to say that because I'm not really proud of everything I did last year. I'm glad to say that it can't follow me to this new year. To me, the new year stands for a clean slate. You get to start over and start a new story. The stories you've written in the past are old and worn out. It's time to start a new one and make it 100 times better than the previous stories. Telling my boyfriend that I won't be paying as much attention to him will probably be a low blow... but maybe it will help us get over the awkward stage that we're in. When we're together we don't really speak, we don't really like to be next to each other and.... I've never really been in this kind of relationship before so this is all pretty new to me. I hope he'll understand where I'm coming from. Hopefully I can tell him in a way that he won't take it the wrong way.

Well that's all I have to say so... good night! God Bless! And Happy New Year!!

_Hannah_