Sorry I haven't written since tuesday. I got internet on my ipod now and my face has been glued to it until I realized a few minutes ago that it was about to die haha. I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. I thought to myself at school "I need to change myself for the better and being with J is not going to help that at all." And I found out that my "sister" L likes him!! If they ever go out and he does something like this to her (he was really rude to me earlier for like no reason) then I almost wanna say I told you so... but that would just be rude. I almost feel like she hasn't completely been there for me during all this. I'm really kind of confused as to who's there for me and who isn't. I'm not even sure why... all I know is I can always definately count on my friend, S. And she can always count on me:)
It feels so good to say that haha...
Anyways, today was an ok day I guess. Nothing much really happened until after school. I made Mummy Dearest a little upset and then I got into a fight with J and then I got into a little argument with L and I felt horrible after that one because I was still upset about the fight with J that I still felt the need to take it out on someone. But that was wrong of me and I apologized profusely... of course she tried to say "oh it's ok I'm pretty much used to this" no it's not ok! I have been taking my anger out on someone totally innocent in this situation and that never even needed to happen!
-sigh-
Anywho! Tomorrow is (dun dun dun dun!!) FRIDAY!! I think I'm going back to work tomorrow... I kinda hope I do because I really need to earn some more money. Mummy Dearest pays me 15 dollars for every time that I work. I'm not complaining about that!! 15 dollars is a lot more money than I know what to do with... haha just kidding. But I'm saving it up for this church thing I have coming up in 2 weeks from tomorrow... you'll probably hear more about it tomorrow.
Hmm...
I don't think I have anything else to say so.... Yea. God Bless and thanks 4 reading!!
_Hannah_
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