This post is pretty much going to be a vent post. So much drama and eventful things have gone on in the past 24 hours it's like insane! And if these things aren't insane then I am definately (finally) going insane.
Ok... the main thing that happened last night was: I told my boyfriend about my new years resolution... the one involving not paying as much attention to him or really any boys... anyways! He didn't take it as well as I'd hoped he would. My best friend in the entire world... we'll call her L... I (fortunately) got to talk to her for a little bit last night about what he was saying because I didn't really want to talk to him directly yet. I'm not sure why but... you know... I'm a girl I don't have to have a reason haha. Anyways!! J (boyfriend) was really really upset. Like, mad upset. She told me a few things that he said and that pushed me over the edge. I sent J a 4 page text explaining why I was doing this and he replied "can I still text you saying good morning and good night??" I was like "seriously?" in my head... I didn't really say anything back to him.
Apparently he's really upset and doesn't want to lose me... Sorry pal but you're going to have to change a lot of things if you want our relationship to last... As much as I hate saying people have to change to still be acknowledged by me. Well... to be seen with me kind of. I really want to change myself for the better as much as I can and having negative influences around me is not going to help that. I'm really hoping he's not at church on wednesday because I don't want him trying to talk to me... I know that sounds really harsh but... oh well.
Well I have to go now. I'll hopefully post again soon. God Bless!
_Hannah_
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